Seven Sundays

October 18, 2017

Dear Ma,

Last week, nanood ako ng Seven Sundays. Alam ko naman na iiyak ako ng marami sa movie na yun pero pinanood ko pa rin. Sila seven sundays lang but we had more than that. 4.5 years ang pinagsamahan natin bilang extension ng buhay mo. I remember nung nalaman ko na may sakit ka. Was crying the whole night kasi d ko alam pano sasabihin sayo at pano mo tatanggapin na may Cancer ka, I checked all the options ng gamot ang luckily and thankfully you had the best team of medical doctors. A lot of things are running in my head that moment. Are you gonna leave us that soon? But you were fighter. Nilabanan mo sakit mo. I was there, i saw you at your best and at your worst. Kung uulitin man ang panahon at kelangan kitang ipagmaneho ulit at dalhin sa ospital para lang macheck gagawin ko. D ako magsasawa na gawin ulit yun para lang maging ok ka. Remember nung May, nasa ICU ka pa, that was a Thursday. That was the very first time that I said I love you to you for the longest time. That also serves as my eulogy. At least narinig mo na kesa naman wala ka na dun ko pa lang sasabihin. You’ve completed your journey here on earth, but your memories will live for a lifetime in our hearts. 

Miss you ma. 

Love you. 

Ryan